Dear Mrsatroxi,

I know I haven’t posted in a bit.

I also know that after my troubled post, I just posted a few silly things.

That does not mean that I think I am fixed, or that I am joyful or anything like that.

However, that post was a pretty deep one for me, and pulling from a dark place like that is a bit exhausting.

I’m still trying to decide what I am going to do. Trying to find the time and energy to decide, and then do it, is another problem for me.

I want to say that I am trying. I’m not ignoring my issues or forgetting them. I just don’t want to post big emotional downers all the time. I don’t want to be that person.

I’ll try to keep you updated without being too pitiful about it.

Thanks again for caring and also for reading.

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